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My childhood gone,
Whisked away with song,
My Barbies are begging me,
Please don't ever leave,
Watched you close the door,
Imagination worn,
Scares on my arm,
Dreaded tears line,
The path that once was mine,
The only little place,
A child could escape,
Was far away,
Down under ground
In a cemented basement
Where I found my friends,
though they have plastic heads
Fixed on smiles
Twinkles in their eyes
Full of love
Lost in my mind,
With a sense of pride,
Never had a friend
Never had a life,
Sat alone at lunch
Waiting for a sign,
A sign that I'm not alone,
crazy little girl,
who was tied to tubes,
Hooked on a pole,
Beeping little sounds,
Surgical knives
Cutting to my side,
Leaving one long scar
One scar on my stomach
Lines out my life,
Brings reality to place,
Bringing me to light,
Little lonely girl,
Plastic little friends,
Begging please don't go,
Don't want to be boxed in....
Big little girl,
21 with pride,
A scar on her stomach,
Symbolizing life,
Never would let go,
Of that crazy little girl,
She used to hide like a mole,
But now out and glows
My childhood is gone,
Whisked away with song.

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